True me.. Tap-826..

Few ways you can express how you feel towards someone;

1. I love you.
2. I need you.
3. I want you.
4. I want to be with you.
5. I don’t want to be without you.
6. I can’t live without you.
7. I miss you.

NEED, needs can be met somewhere else & being needy means being weak as well.
LOVE, this word is highly misused by people & especially someone like me needs a year to trust after a year of healing.
WANT is my favourite & number-3 is my pick out of all these 7.
WANT is that animalistic desire inside.
Which means i know i have few suitors/options, but who cares because it’s you and just you that i WANT for myself.
In case you love someone, remind them constantly & consistently that YOU WANT THEM.

Last time someone said “I WANT YOU” to me was on my birthday.
I haven’t replied that till now.
Never rushed towards anyone.
Never allowed anyone to rush towards me either.
The simple reason is;
“If someone is investing their time & energy on me, that person deserves a whole TAP”.
I am that kind of a person who hides nothing.
My only secrets are my bank account/credit card pin or my email/social media account passwords.
And right now, i am still in that phase of healing i mentioned above.

Whenever i say “LIONESS” in my posts, it’s my appreciation to that person who understands where i am coming from & why.
Appreciated for picking/dropping me at airport.
Appreciated for taking me out to my favourite brunch.
Appreciated for buying me a pair of white vans kicks after watching squid games.
Appreciated for helping me with carwash.
Appreciated for typing my thesis.
Very few people come with a clean heart & no stupid outlandish expectations.
So LIONESS, Like your favourite alphabet is T, my favourite word is “APPRECIATION”.
Rest all are a LEO-LEO thing i guess.😜
Every relationship of your life is a major investment of time & energy.
Take your sweet time, that says all about who’s who.

Tap OUT..πŸ€—

True me.. Tap-820..

I like meeting new people,
it’s fun but i hardly take them seriously.
Let’s say I like meeting new people,
but i don’t like making new friends.
Most people are inconsistent+liars which bums my mood,
that’s just cheap in my eyes and i struggle to trust such morons.
I already have little over a dozen amazing friends who are my friends since 14th century or past life.
That’s the reason I never miss attention or affection.
Remember:
The only proof your people are real with you is whether they are consistent with their approach towards you. Rest others are there just for nothing – mental drain to be honest.

(Not a secret, i shoot my shots when she’s a peng ting. That’s the best part about being single.😜 There’s a party at Frank’s place next week. Shooting this song at my bestie DEMI, Amanda & Karo’sπŸ‘.)

Next few lines are meant for the one who calls me SONNENPRINZ out of fun & adore.
Sonnenprinz means SUN PRINCE in German.
Meeting someone 7th time in 6 years,
actually 4th time since May-2021.
She drives 5 hours to drop me at airport & airport is just 30km away from my house.πŸ˜‚
I must agree that 45-minute drive from my house to airport is pure banter.
I still don’t know what i am bringing to the table,
but the vibe is πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯.
I love it when a girl questions or corrects my knowledge on engineering & business.
Basically i love it when someone proves me wrong.
Conversations are healing & communication is a sexy thing.

Tap OUT..✌️