When i say “I AM SOLD TO MY DESIRES & MY DESIRES ARE MY PURPOSE”, few friends always misunderstand my words. But i can get you, DESIRE as a word is heavily miscalculated. Be calm, just sit down once for a while & have a heart to heart conversation with yourself about what kind of life you want. Then you can logically figure out what are your dreams, goals & desires. That’s a huge relaxation to our humanly problems.
Amazing things happen when you get honest with yourself and start doing what you love, what makes you happy. Your life literally slows down. You stop wishing for the weekend. You stop merely looking forward to special events. You begin to live in each moment and you start feeling like a human being. You just ride with what is life, a feeling of contentment and joy. You move fluidly, steadily, calm and grateful. A veil is lifted, and a whole new perspective is born. LIVE TO FETCH YOUR PURPOSE. LIFE IS FUN, LET IT BE.
There’s so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn’t. There’s a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn’t need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love, not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own.
Go on adventures, fall asleep in the woods with friends, wander around the city at night, sit in a coffee shop planning your future & finance, leave notes in library books, workout, learn something new everyday, dress up for yourself, fetch your goals, give back to others & society, smile a lot. Do all things with love, but don’t romanticize life like you can’t survive without it. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It isn’t any less beautiful, I promise. Life is fun, let it be.
Fall in love. Maybe it doesn’t have to be with someone. Fall in love with music, art, dancing in the dark, car rides at 1am, the glistening of the stars, the colors of the sun as it rises, the smell of flowers, the feeling of adrenaline that takes over your whole body and suffocates your lungs with joy, good friends who bring out your best, silence, noise, fall in love with the little things that make you feel most alive and find purpose.
I love my own company and i enjoy being alone, a lot, but I am very outgoing and social. My environment dictates how I behave. Very often I’m loud, sometimes I’m quiet. I read the energy and adjust. There are times when I want to turn up and then there are moments where I want to read a good book, watch a whole BuzzFeed unsolved season or some documentary on science/technology/engineering, sometimes i drive till everything in gauge cluster turns red, or i just spend time processing my thoughts, all alone. My personality confuses people & i like that.
My ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that I may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, I have big dreams and i deserve to live a life I love and let that love radiate. Life is fun, let it be.
(Paragraph borrowed from a previous post).
If you know me based on who I was a year ago, you don’t know me at all. My growth game is impeccably strong.
Look around you. How many people do you think are settling? Probably a hell of a lot. People settle into okay relationships, okay jobs, okay friends, and an okay life. Why? Because okay is comfortable. Okay pays the bills, and provides a warm bed at night. Some people are fine with okay, and guess what? That’s okay. But okay is not thrilling, it isn’t passion, it’s not life changing or unforgettable. Okay is not the reason you risk absolutely everything you’ve got for the smallest chance that something absolutely amazing could happen. Okay isn’t fun.
You have this one life. How do you wanna spend it? Apologizing? Regretting? Questioning? Hating yourself? Running after people who don’t care for you? Be brave to say NO to this OKAY. Believe in yourself. Do what feels good. You have this one life. Make yourself proud.
Life is kind of like a party. You invite a lot of people, some leave early, some stay all night, some laugh with you, some laugh at you, and some show up really late. But in the end, after the fun, there are a few who stay to help you clean up the mess. And most of the time, they aren’t even the ones who made the mess. These people are your true friends in life.
I never understood it & i will never understand it; how the fuck few dumb pussies dream about material success without self discipline! And then the same motherfuckers blame me for grabbing market share!! Please get your ass sorted. You got an issue with me, talk to me about it instead of telling whole world about “How bad is Tap!”. I have said it hundred times, the businessman side of me is nasty & i am never changing. I never claim to be some all round success story. I do only what i love to do & i am consistent, i will keep on winning because it’s my joyride now.
Liking someone is a choice, no matter you are a friend/client/colleague or competetor. Here it’s my choice. Choose those with whom you can vibe & grow. That’s an easy way to understand, appreciate, cherish & celebrate any equation. Life is fun, let it be.
(Pardon my words. This has to come out.) Tap OUT..💪
(This video/song got nothing to do with the post above. I love to hear something different once in a while. Among all newbie artists/rappers Kid LAROI has the best control over vocals to pull a song with minimalistic music backing the hook.)
Business is not a game of money for me, i started with a purpose & i am loving the journey. Most people struggle to figure out priorities which results in a poor choice of living. There is no such mantra/shortcut to success. START SLOW & FINISH STRONG. Have little expectations from others & huge faith in yourself.
While building business my standard is customer’s preference, not the competitor’s product. Even while a pandemic is raving our world, I was lucky enough to grow throughout this year 2020 little stronger stable every single day. 2021 and it’s a long ride, i don’t have enemies but i have competitors. That’s all i can say about the reason “why i usually get bored of random people time after time & my contact block list keeps on increasing”. I have a small group of friends who keep pushing me to reach my higher self. When i say “my people”, i mean my people who are smart, caring, driven, funny & i swear i am sold. Life is fun, let it be.
When somebody talks about my EGO or arrogance without meeting me in person, I can come to only one conclusion that “this person has a poor sense of understanding people”. I am not some celebrity or politician who can be mean for no reason. The best quality about me is “I love being random”. If you are one of my close buddies, one thing you know about my mindset is “I love money but I hate the fame associated to it”. Goal of my life is to make money & stay random. Only thing you can judge about me over internet is my race or my opinions, beyond that rest is your presumptions which is nothing but pure bullshit.
Very few understand your behaviour begins with your ability to accept, accept new information, accepting people & accepting yourself for what you are. We live in a world where people counter others with baseless crap lacking enough juice to back their words. It’s nothing but result of a lazy unenthusiastic mindset. If you are reading this please don’t mind being appreciative to others no matter what goes right or wrong. Being nice costs nothing. And a smile or goodwill you earn in return is priceless. Life is fun, let it be.