Everybody talks about “turning your hobby/passion into your work is fun”, but nobody talks about these hobbies/passion require a lot lot lot of efforts till you fine-tune them into a career/job. If you want to be a youtuber/influencer/musician/architect/engineer/fashion designer or whatever for that matter, you can be that which is totally fine. But ask yourself whether you want that for the right reasons!?!
Everything is a time consuming long long learning process. If you aren’t ready for the learning process to live your passion, then you aren’t made for it. Everything grows over time. If you want something, pick the one you actually can. Then you have to pour hours and hours of determined effort into it. If that’s fun to you, i hope & wish that turns into your rare real success story.